Soon the pale will lift, and be carried. How long
Will the road go on? The birds tell but cannot be understood.
Along the leaf-strewn hills, I bargain with the stones;
Hand over my yearnings, for a bit of their stoic nature.
The rocks and their chins, held high, and sometimes turned.
If only my face weren’t so elastic, as the water,
Transient as the moon. I place down my weighted hopes
And they appear in sameness next to the rocks. I think
It possible I might forget which one my hope and which one
A stone. I think how the liver regenerates, how my left eye
Grows blind, and how the darkness invites dreams
Both awake and asleep, in the green I become tired.
The grasses pulsate with winds cool and cross. I have yet
To reach the top of my staircase, with all her dents
And crumbles. The tufts of colors, from things alive, once
Built over, I believe the oaks when they tell me, “Things continue.”
This makes me want to write more. Wow, you really weave the words so beautifully. And ,I would say a little mysteriously. What are you bargaining for?
I hope you are healthier these days. I just read your post about your illness in the early fall. I had missed that and read it tonight. Wishing you better days and healthier days. I am praying for you.