I rumble as a dragon does,
and kiss as a bee landing upon a petal.
I wonder as I wonder,
as the sea churns as the wind churns her;
I have wings
that do not work,
stumps for feet
that run free.
You are needy and
all feeling;
I fly and then
dream up a why.
All those blessings go
downward into night dust.
The coal
is cold;
The one ember
flames gold like autumn September.
I do not understand what it is
that makes me mourn,
but when I mourn,
I rage.
Hyper with tongue and violence,
I pry open the ribcage
and lay.
And drink.
Flourish in darkness
That I alone think.
That I only made.